Wednesday, July 2, 2014

Mad?

No, I don't think I was.  I am an adult, and I don't need to be looked down upon.

Bad Supper

I kept being upset about what my dad did, and he wouldn't take his attention off.  I also saw him trying to stare me down.

You'll get in trouble for being picky.

Okay, I'll say I'm sorry for the misunderstanding of what I said or shouldn't'a said.

Apology

Sorry for the notes that weren't as nice on Twitter.  D:

Ah (I) just wanted to say..

I in no way endorse that thing that came up again in fact.  I don't want to know I was "getting it out."  I want to go back to being safe and nice.

It may be natural..

..I just heard I wouldn't be what cut.

Problem

Not sure that's what I wanted to post, usually don't erase-

They are being mean!

You wanna talk?

None of what you say seems to be okay.  You're trying to ruin people.

We should all forget about you.

Stop

I don't wanna take place in this pointless trail.

Problem

They are pushing me to post.  They might start a string of insults and threats.

Woah!

I wasted time complaining.  It should have been more in general but ended up about wanting to talk about what Ellen does.

Problem

I still feel like I'm being made fun of.

Problem

Why won't this stop?  They did something, and it bothered me, whether or not it's okay from above.

I was thinking of how I am with my family, and my family seems to want to mistreat me.  It was from when I was just a little girl.  It made me think of llama spit, something that shouldn't matter.  Something like that.  I just wanted to go by without talking about what goes on.  But this does go on!  What is the harm in posting it?  It just wastes my time, but it makes me feel better than sitting here having it pester me.  I know someone will read it and get something out of it.

Let me remind you, I was offended and don't know what else could be going on, but you need to leave me alone.

If you didn't just get that, that I just felt bad so thought I had to talk it out, I don't wanna know what you got.  What's wrong?  I'm just saying.  What're you doing?

Problem

You should just leave me alone.

Problem

They just keep coming up on purpose.

My dad suggested to me 2 things to do with if he had read my blog, but it was kinda funny.. with an annoying suggestion of a message.  More things came up.  Also, my breast slipped a little under my bra.  Each side.

Don't you find this wrong?

About Race

If I wanna be white, then I can be white.  I feel in trouble for not being white.  Do it today.  Figure it out.  Wake up the white people you so love!  Don't make them be what they don't want, and stop messin' with me.

Well

I'm a white person, I act white.  I am appealing where I should be.  I don't see anyone else being hunted down.  You think what they did is forgiveable and that they didn't really do anything cuz you think of their bad families.

So, how's everything, now?

I shouldn't be eternally punished with no way out.

Problem

They're messing around with me, making the page load long.. after I thought of something and seem to think something of it.

Problem

Why fight with me, Ellen?

I just want the best.

If Ellen does something, that makes me mad, like severing a tie.

Problem

She can't be mean to me when I said I wanted to fight her for being mean cuz I didn't start it.  I wanna debate fight.

This is pathetic.  She did some things or something that might be considered illegal by some, even..but because of it.

So, what's wrong now?  Are you multiplying when I said something small like that again I don't even remember?  I said she was just evil?  Well, she is sometimes.  It hurt me.  I didn't hurt her back, but she acts like I made a big deal over it.  I just don't wanna follow like I did something.  Something's not right.

Liar

If Ellen said it was okay, she's not.

I was thinking..

..with Ellen, I told you she upsets me and probably will again, so.

I wasn't trying to even be mean, but I have the right to if she does, like I might be a little mean on accident and hard of writing what's going on.  I try to fix it.  I have left things out.

I just want to talk about it, but no one cares.  It seemed quite hurtful.  I should take it.  She always brings in the bad news.  People were telling me she did it, though, and when people do that sometimes I get mad eventually, usually it seems.  I don't even want to know.

Who made me mad?

Ellen.  So I was mad at Ellen.  It just came up.  Now, all I can say is Ellen wants to attack me for talking about my problems.

Problem

I don't care what you say.  I'm not listening to Ellen and don't mean whatever you wish so you could be bad to me.

Problem

Someone wanted to talk to me via e-mail or some IM, just for fun that person isn't real and it's a coincidence..

Problem

I can't adjust my new YouTube heading, anymore.  Stop doing these illegal things.

Problem

They did something again..  They loaded the page when I was looking at something.

They also said something mean @ someone.

Problem

They are suggesting something special to me was Asian on the Soapbox.

Problem

Ellen has nothing on me.

Problem

They won't quit the messages.  The microwave doesn't work and I wanted a quick nite snack.  Something else.. oh yea my dad got 2 pizzas @ Papa John's.  So, guess who will end up using that for food?

Problem

They aren't stopping.

Problem

They are being mean to someone.  Stop messing with my computer!  DIDN'T I JUST SAY THAT!

I SAID STOP BOTHERING ME.

Problem

The computer made it look like Ellen picked up Bella, too.  Brats!  It was okay before.

Problem

STOP THREATENING ME!

Problem

Ellen, you can't quit liking Chinese in every way.

Why

I said to make Ellen mad or whatever, cuz they used my annoying neighbors to get a rise in me and make me wanna hit something.  It was a figure of speech, duh.  Who cares, though?  I'm being mistreated.

Did you know..

..Instagram doesn't work on my Internet Explorer nor BlackBerry?

Got Upset

Don't take it seriously, something happened I don't wanna point attention to.  I am not sorry to Ellen etc. but sorry in general in case anyone out there cares.

Problem

Ellen, ya'll can't have this for you.  Quit it, let's make you mad.  No one cares @ your race.

Problem

They won't stop.  They acted like my daughter's 1st word was a tacky elepahant and then posted a plane like mine, bird.

Problem

Ellen picked a girl from PA posting herself with curly black hair and dark skin.

Problem

I don't want Ellen's nor your creative touch in my Twitter.  I posted someone bothering me, and you made a new contact support her.

Problem

Ellen keeps not letting me feel normal, thinks it's Chinese.  Like, people who are nice to me are prone to her wrath, and it's not right.  It is not ^weak Chinese^.  Maybe, she's a bit hard on the inside.  She likes to act like it's something she could show off.  Well, you can't show off being strong over me like that or whatever.  I don't even care if you made the snap decision I wronged your blood.  It's not true.

Problem

I just turned my computer on again and they made the IMs not load.

Just Woke Up

I slept like over 6 hours ago, and that part is still stimulated, in fact the whole short area.  (Ellen, heard my neighbor make a noise.)