Problem

I think Ellen did it.  I don't care if it doesn't seem like she did it.  I'm on a special browser that didn't have these problems.

Problem

Like, every time I load the page, it seems like someone is timing it and all.  It just bothers me cuz it's so insulting.

Disagreement

Can you believe an acclaimed opera siner was, like, there for me and was posting neat stuff but totally like stopped when I said she was mean to me for missing her on TV?  I posted it on Twitter.  I didn't even know she checked.  It wasn't anything bad at that.  Just like that I thought she was being mean not posting as much.  Well, posting weirdly, at 1st.  Then, stopping when I did that.

Sneaking Up

I see you sneaking up on someone who doesn't do exactly what Ellen DeGeneres does.  Just that 1 person cuz maybe I really like that person and the relationship is bigger.

I don't need someone with the convenience to say oh I can hurt Christina and she deserves it secretly.  No, that ruins my life even more.  It makes it very painful and annoying with you tailing me down.  I want to post it online.  I can't do anything back.  It might be immature, most things you'd think of to do to try to deal with it or maybe even get even..  This person must be very proud.  It's so horrific..  No one should sling an attitude at me, like that.  Now, don't say you don't do it, cuz I know you do.  I get messages from my parents, like someone was playing with the lights outside my room.  (They just did something.)  And I can see your attitude making fun of how I post.

I am worried that I seem to have been let go since liking someone else and therefore this is their fault, which maybe it is.

To cut it short, I don't deserve constant messages each day of insult.  Who does?  And if it's for some other reason, who cares if I do something that you don't think is perfect?  I can't seem to avoid it.  It's getting outta hand.  It's too much stress, blaming anyone who's nice to me.  It's because really you're trying to ge tme to say weird things, like, "At least, it's okay, someone is taking advantage of me."  I never said that, before, neither.

Problem

People are so mean to me, and the n word comes to mind.  I don't have time to sort it through.  Some people are strict to me about that, and I think it's *** if it's just @ me like that cuz people pushed a button, I don't come up with the n word.

I don't wanna be bugged.

Ellen is smiling that I said I wanna fight her for being mean to me and with the noises in my room and getting so outrageously mad about it.  She's holding onto something cuz she doesn't have anything, like to make her look good.  So what?  Maybe, it seems improper, but you know what I meant.  It doesn't matter to you if I said sorry, even.