Monday, June 30, 2014

Sneaking Up

I see you sneaking up on someone who doesn't do exactly what Ellen DeGeneres does.  Just that 1 person cuz maybe I really like that person and the relationship is bigger.

I don't need someone with the convenience to say oh I can hurt Christina and she deserves it secretly.  No, that ruins my life even more.  It makes it very painful and annoying with you tailing me down.  I want to post it online.  I can't do anything back.  It might be immature, most things you'd think of to do to try to deal with it or maybe even get even..  This person must be very proud.  It's so horrific..  No one should sling an attitude at me, like that.  Now, don't say you don't do it, cuz I know you do.  I get messages from my parents, like someone was playing with the lights outside my room.  (They just did something.)  And I can see your attitude making fun of how I post.

I am worried that I seem to have been let go since liking someone else and therefore this is their fault, which maybe it is.

To cut it short, I don't deserve constant messages each day of insult.  Who does?  And if it's for some other reason, who cares if I do something that you don't think is perfect?  I can't seem to avoid it.  It's getting outta hand.  It's too much stress, blaming anyone who's nice to me.  It's because really you're trying to ge tme to say weird things, like, "At least, it's okay, someone is taking advantage of me."  I never said that, before, neither.