Saturday, July 5, 2014

A Personal Thing

I just don't like how something I did made someone stimulate someone in a way that is probably devastating to someone.

Wait

Ellen will pop up with some nice message then change.

Weird

Ellen thinks I'm so not good enough for her she'll change her whole show + act goofy in an insulting manner..

Upset

1st get online and talk about Johnny Depp.. then decide I cannot sing.  Everyone always liked my singing.  So much..

Who cares?

Let Ellen mess up her life.  There's no talking outta that she's a liar.  Who knows, if she hurt someone, why does she think no one can hurt her?  Why don't we f*** with her parental generation to her?

Problem

Ellen posted a picture she knew I wouldn't like.  She wants to *** someone outta this world, but she has like no place talking to her.

My dad and Ellen won't stop bothering me.  I don't even want my dad in my life like that.  This is just ***.

Apology

I've been getting upset lately around my dad.

Friday, July 4, 2014

Apology

to putting on a show of anger for the other person, who ruined my life.

I'm gonna go ahead

and take it back about saying someone needs help.  I'm just another zombie with sleep loss.

I see..

..you've been able to linger on my telling someone they need help, cuz I get it and don't need it.  I can't just say sorrry.  You are threatening to tell people in my life they need help in a bad way.  The problem is it almost seems like a kind of thing to suggest to this person.  They are a bit annoying, so I've heard tell.

Thursday, July 3, 2014

Apologies

Apparenlty, there are things I was not aware of?

Apology

More negative thoughts today, maybe just slipped my mind.

Apology

Sorry, if you are upset at my blaming the person, I guess the extra terms.

Problem

They keep making things that don't make sense and saying happen.  They are trying to stimulate me.

Sorry

I said you need to get over looking for an apology, but I don't know what else to say.. You didn't really hear it, you'd know what I didn't mean.  ?  Guess it's just nice?

Lying

I was shocked my dad proved he was upset about when I said "Oh no" when he came home, as I explained.  That means he was lying in spirit.  Supposedly, none of this was for that.

Problem

Why was my dad so like sheltering of thinking I was offensive to him saying, "Oh, no!" when he got home.  He shoulda thought I was being shy.  I was't done with homework!

I could see he was like glaring at me at the table.  They all got cozy about their bickering.  I was upset about that cuz I ain't dealin' w/it.  It's like my life is all ruined, and they think that's okay.

Wednesday, July 2, 2014

Mad?

No, I don't think I was.  I am an adult, and I don't need to be looked down upon.

Bad Supper

I kept being upset about what my dad did, and he wouldn't take his attention off.  I also saw him trying to stare me down.

You'll get in trouble for being picky.

Okay, I'll say I'm sorry for the misunderstanding of what I said or shouldn't'a said.