Wednesday, July 2, 2014
Bad Supper
I kept being upset about what my dad did, and he wouldn't take his attention off. I also saw him trying to stare me down.
You'll get in trouble for being picky.
Okay, I'll say I'm sorry for the misunderstanding of what I said or shouldn't'a said.
Ah (I) just wanted to say..
I in no way endorse that thing that came up again in fact. I don't want to know I was "getting it out." I want to go back to being safe and nice.
You wanna talk?
None of what you say seems to be okay. You're trying to ruin people.
We should all forget about you.
We should all forget about you.
Problem
Why won't this stop? They did something, and it bothered me, whether or not it's okay from above.
I was thinking of how I am with my family, and my family seems to want to mistreat me. It was from when I was just a little girl. It made me think of llama spit, something that shouldn't matter. Something like that. I just wanted to go by without talking about what goes on. But this does go on! What is the harm in posting it? It just wastes my time, but it makes me feel better than sitting here having it pester me. I know someone will read it and get something out of it.
Let me remind you, I was offended and don't know what else could be going on, but you need to leave me alone.
If you didn't just get that, that I just felt bad so thought I had to talk it out, I don't wanna know what you got. What's wrong? I'm just saying. What're you doing?
I was thinking of how I am with my family, and my family seems to want to mistreat me. It was from when I was just a little girl. It made me think of llama spit, something that shouldn't matter. Something like that. I just wanted to go by without talking about what goes on. But this does go on! What is the harm in posting it? It just wastes my time, but it makes me feel better than sitting here having it pester me. I know someone will read it and get something out of it.
Let me remind you, I was offended and don't know what else could be going on, but you need to leave me alone.
If you didn't just get that, that I just felt bad so thought I had to talk it out, I don't wanna know what you got. What's wrong? I'm just saying. What're you doing?
About Race
If I wanna be white, then I can be white. I feel in trouble for not being white. Do it today. Figure it out. Wake up the white people you so love! Don't make them be what they don't want, and stop messin' with me.
Problem
She can't be mean to me when I said I wanted to fight her for being mean cuz I didn't start it. I wanna debate fight.
This is pathetic. She did some things or something that might be considered illegal by some, even..but because of it.
So, what's wrong now? Are you multiplying when I said something small like that again I don't even remember? I said she was just evil? Well, she is sometimes. It hurt me. I didn't hurt her back, but she acts like I made a big deal over it. I just don't wanna follow like I did something. Something's not right.
This is pathetic. She did some things or something that might be considered illegal by some, even..but because of it.
So, what's wrong now? Are you multiplying when I said something small like that again I don't even remember? I said she was just evil? Well, she is sometimes. It hurt me. I didn't hurt her back, but she acts like I made a big deal over it. I just don't wanna follow like I did something. Something's not right.
I was thinking..
..with Ellen, I told you she upsets me and probably will again, so.
I wasn't trying to even be mean, but I have the right to if she does, like I might be a little mean on accident and hard of writing what's going on. I try to fix it. I have left things out.
I just want to talk about it, but no one cares. It seemed quite hurtful. I should take it. She always brings in the bad news. People were telling me she did it, though, and when people do that sometimes I get mad eventually, usually it seems. I don't even want to know.
I wasn't trying to even be mean, but I have the right to if she does, like I might be a little mean on accident and hard of writing what's going on. I try to fix it. I have left things out.
I just want to talk about it, but no one cares. It seemed quite hurtful. I should take it. She always brings in the bad news. People were telling me she did it, though, and when people do that sometimes I get mad eventually, usually it seems. I don't even want to know.
Who made me mad?
Ellen. So I was mad at Ellen. It just came up. Now, all I can say is Ellen wants to attack me for talking about my problems.
Problem
Ellen keeps not letting me feel normal, thinks it's Chinese. Like, people who are nice to me are prone to her wrath, and it's not right. It is not ^weak Chinese^. Maybe, she's a bit hard on the inside. She likes to act like it's something she could show off. Well, you can't show off being strong over me like that or whatever. I don't even care if you made the snap decision I wronged your blood. It's not true.
Just Woke Up
I slept like over 6 hours ago, and that part is still stimulated, in fact the whole short area. (Ellen, heard my neighbor make a noise.)
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