Thursday, July 3, 2014

Apologies

Apparenlty, there are things I was not aware of?

Apology

More negative thoughts today, maybe just slipped my mind.

Apology

Sorry, if you are upset at my blaming the person, I guess the extra terms.

Problem

They keep making things that don't make sense and saying happen.  They are trying to stimulate me.

Sorry

I said you need to get over looking for an apology, but I don't know what else to say.. You didn't really hear it, you'd know what I didn't mean.  ?  Guess it's just nice?

Lying

I was shocked my dad proved he was upset about when I said "Oh no" when he came home, as I explained.  That means he was lying in spirit.  Supposedly, none of this was for that.

Problem

Why was my dad so like sheltering of thinking I was offensive to him saying, "Oh, no!" when he got home.  He shoulda thought I was being shy.  I was't done with homework!

I could see he was like glaring at me at the table.  They all got cozy about their bickering.  I was upset about that cuz I ain't dealin' w/it.  It's like my life is all ruined, and they think that's okay.

Wednesday, July 2, 2014

Mad?

No, I don't think I was.  I am an adult, and I don't need to be looked down upon.

Bad Supper

I kept being upset about what my dad did, and he wouldn't take his attention off.  I also saw him trying to stare me down.

You'll get in trouble for being picky.

Okay, I'll say I'm sorry for the misunderstanding of what I said or shouldn't'a said.

Apology

Sorry for the notes that weren't as nice on Twitter.  D:

Ah (I) just wanted to say..

I in no way endorse that thing that came up again in fact.  I don't want to know I was "getting it out."  I want to go back to being safe and nice.

It may be natural..

..I just heard I wouldn't be what cut.

Problem

Not sure that's what I wanted to post, usually don't erase-

They are being mean!

You wanna talk?

None of what you say seems to be okay.  You're trying to ruin people.

We should all forget about you.

Stop

I don't wanna take place in this pointless trail.

Problem

They are pushing me to post.  They might start a string of insults and threats.

Woah!

I wasted time complaining.  It should have been more in general but ended up about wanting to talk about what Ellen does.

Problem

I still feel like I'm being made fun of.

Problem

Why won't this stop?  They did something, and it bothered me, whether or not it's okay from above.

I was thinking of how I am with my family, and my family seems to want to mistreat me.  It was from when I was just a little girl.  It made me think of llama spit, something that shouldn't matter.  Something like that.  I just wanted to go by without talking about what goes on.  But this does go on!  What is the harm in posting it?  It just wastes my time, but it makes me feel better than sitting here having it pester me.  I know someone will read it and get something out of it.

Let me remind you, I was offended and don't know what else could be going on, but you need to leave me alone.

If you didn't just get that, that I just felt bad so thought I had to talk it out, I don't wanna know what you got.  What's wrong?  I'm just saying.  What're you doing?