Prayer

That my mom does have a nice day.  +

Problem

My teeth are a little lose in front..

Not sure what was wrong.

I didn't SAY anything.  I was mad on the inside.  Sorry.  I couldn't take it at the time.  I was made to feel guilty for the past, again.

Also, no one cares about how my nose was deformed by someone through my Gramma.  Stop acting like I'm stupid shit.

Problem

They put an old lady for my bottom inside someone.  It wasn't there, before.  You are just BAD I said.

They

just tried to physically hurt me.  I was cracking my neck.

Are you still wondering..

..why I said stop?  It was evoking a negative reaction, but I don't remember what thought came to mind.

I'm sorry.

I agree, but I mean I was just upset and wanted to talk, how I'm programmed to react.  I am getting to not want to know anyone, not even my parents|dad for now.  I do keep coming back to even things out and try to live my life that I have now.  I have the feeling not to go to college but do when I think of where I used to live.

Problem

I'm being teased with an unnecessary message as though I'm still in trouble and I never should be.  Forget about my dad.  Say whatever you want about him?

Stand up for this.

When Ellen acts like she did something against us, it's wrong.

I SAID STOP

I SAID STOP

AND MY MOUSE IS HARD

I SAID STOP STOP

I'm sorry?

How did that hurt anyone's feelings?  Oh, cuz yer the guy who is upset?

If you follow my father

You will never be right, Nazi.

I'm sorry.

Did you wish I were smart enough to be quiet or busy enough not to notice?

FYI

When I said stop it, they were making noises in my room or loading something funny.

Problem

They are punishing me, too, saying I whined as a kid about being the oldest.  IT AIN'T THAT BAD AND YOU WERE THE YOUNGER GIRL.

Problem

I'm not mean.

What are you, some kind of beast?

WHAT THE *BEEP*

is that person's problem?!

I SAID STOP IT

Look.

Yes, it did have an effect, and I find this highly offensive, even though I said it was inevitable.  Does this person even matter to me anymore?  Why should I worry about them?