Problem

Why do you keep getting mad and letting people be mean to me?

STOP MAKING ME DISGUSTING.  AS A BABY?

Problem

My Instagram took awhile to work.  Maybe the vibrating on the table did it.

I feel like a prisoner..

..people forcing me to think out of the box trying to get me to bow down.

Sorry

I got violent in my thoughts, but I think I got over it.  I need to calm down and not care.

If..

Ellen is treated so well, she can't keep coming at me all the time.  They've contacted people on IMDb to talk to me.  I know she lived a sculpted life and her mom helped make her hair white.

Also

I dunno if a conversation just stopped.

Problem

I think I'm being burdened over time sneakily.  I don't really care, but I do feel it's an issue I'm being stalked.

If I made a point

You can't act all cute and say no.  I bet Ellen had this idea, too.  I said I don't care how long someone's been online, it's always there for anyone!

Problem

That's Ellen again getting back at me for nothing every time I do it.

The song I recorded keeps pausing.

Sad

I still feel stimulated from my dad passing, like inside where I pee.

He also made like stomach bubble under certain part.

Something You Know

My dad said I should even make graphic violence.

I said something about someone was *** because it was so funny @ England's racial fetishes.

It's just..

..not cute.  Telling me I'm bad.  Fix your own problems.

I know

I owe some apologies.

O MY GOSH

How can I be bad if you're bad?

I mean..

..am I supposed to feel for anyone?

Why..

..can any of ya'll punish me?  You got nothing!  Nothing interesting to do.  All you have to say to me is that I'm bad.  No "world."  I am not bad.  My dad is like a maniac when I come into the house for no reason.  I feel bad and don't know what to do.  It was cuz I didn't have my cell with me.  I couldn't share what he did to me right away, and he kept trying to annoy me.

So..

..You believe Ellen was right to do these messages to me and then act like she strangely didn't do it?

Why if I'm interested in someone can they take advantage of me.  Sounds like the intelligence of Ellen.

You went for

a total knockout.

Is it possible you'd believe someone hurt me?

My Stand

I don't believe in your discipline.  Talk out your feelings on a blog rather than shitting on mine.  LOL!  You can't take away something important from me because something else connected to something else and whatever.  You probably wanna take my brain out.

I am not being sarcastic|whiny.  I'm just upset.

Therefore, if you rip out my imagination, I will not listen.  I am not yelling.  It'll be because I don't believe you.  It's not because of what you think, I guess.  Not sure who all is involved.

Bothered

I wasn't crazy, but I got in the car with my dad and I kept like biting myself and squinging etc.